happy birthday so!!! :) hope you had an awesome day and got everything you wished for! stay grounded and carefree! stay as you are, you are loved! <3

happy thanksgiving to everyone! eat plenty!!! :)

who am i kidding? i am not up to date at all. i have so much arashi stuff i want to watch and read and i haven't seen or read any! :(

AND THEN!!!

this kdrama pops out of nowhere. YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL is sucking me in. i haven't seen episodes yet but dramabeans has awesome episode summaries. and i'm scared because that's how COFFEE PRINCE got me.

someone give me time for christmas!

HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY, ARASHI!!!

may you guys have many more to come.

may you receive many more blessings!!!

and may you 5 stay as you are.

<3

i am so behind in all things arashi! :(

this weekend, imma plop myself in front of the computer and catch up!

this has been an awesome day. :)

thank you to everyone that remembered! :)

...so, HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY, ARASHI!!!!! <3

may you 5 have many more anniversaries to come. stay the same. we love you just as you 5 are!

and to those 3 people i love who share the same birthday as arashi, i love you 3 too. happy birthday! mwah!

again. because now, it is TECHNICALLY the 30th over here! :)

happy birthday jm! i hope it wasn't too bad celebrating in the rain today. you guys are awesome for doing that because you all could have easily cancelled but didn't. that's dedication and love.

i was really worried (i know, someone needs to shoot me for worrying over stuff like this) because everyone had reported it was raining and i was like, OH NOOOOOOO, not on the last concert at kokuritsu and not on jun's birthday, WAAAHHHH.

and we may probably never get a dvd. SADFACE. but, i am glad they brought him a cake in the mc and there was apparently some matsumiya love so RISSA IS A HAPPY FANGIRL. i was really hoping for everyone giving jun love (WHAT? I AM SUCKER FOR ALL JUN PAIRINGS. SO SUE ME.) but this is good. i'm a sucker for matsumiya so my heart is happy.

happy birthday again, I HOPE YOU ALL DON'T GET SICK. especially aiba who is in the midst of his first lead drama filming and sho who has to still work to cover the elections.

ok, need to get back to real life. :(

which means...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATSUMOTO JUN!  :)

i blame you for making me so obsessed with you and arashi. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH.

have a good 26th year. may you have many more birthdays to come and may all your wishes come true.

more success and blessings for you, sho, nino, aiba and ohno. you and arashi deserve it! <3

i will probably do another bday post like this tomorrow when it's actually the 30th here on my side of the planet.

god, i am so far gone. *facepalms*

all the con reports have been awesome so far!

they better make a dvd of this.

JUN IN SUSPENDERS!!! <3

can't wait for the other 2 days!!!

TOTALLY SUCKED. work was so freaking busy...

BUT...

oh my god, there are all kinds of neat things because it's jun's birthday!!! \o/ THIS MADE IT ALL BETTER!!!

and it's so sad but i am SO FREAKING EXCITED that kokuritsu concerts start in 2 days and a certain MJ will be having his birthday in 4 days. :D YAY!

i'm so, so, so sad, because:

i'm so freaking excited that all the best is going to be released next week. and i'm excited even though i won't see it until a couple of weeks more. arashi, what have you done to me?

i absolutely love 5x10. <3 my poor ipod is probably thinking, this song AGAIN? it's the only song i listen to nowadays.

and just saw the concert goods, WOW. LOL.

and the poster, I LOVE WHEN THEY ALL SMILE. and jun, OH JUN, you are so fabulous and i love you SO VERY MUCH. forever. lmao.

ps. this has really turned into an arashi flail journal, no? *facepalms*

first, arashi PLUS disney!!!

second, aiba in a lead drama role in october, can someone say FINALLY?!!! (also vs arashi going to golden time in october)

third??? can i make a wish...LET THE ALL THE BEST ALBUM BE AWESOME!!! (come on, the 52 page booklet needs to have the most awesome photoshoot ever. come on, make it 3 for 3!!!)

i was watching the live vs arashi from the 26 hours thing and i was all, awwwww, they all look so good in yellow! :D

and lightbulb.

vs arashi is moving to the "golden time" in october. wow. good call by their stylists/staff...or just coincidence?

man, i am too involved in arashi. i analyze everything.

LOL.

...sorry, real life ramblings. i needed to get this out because if i say this to the actual person, they may never speak to me, EVER.

here i go: i am so disappointed with you. i don't even want to pretend that i understand because i don't. yes, i don't know what you're going through. but don't you see, you're doing it to yourself? why can't you see that? i keep telling you over and over that you are better than that, i sound like a broken record. but it doesn't seem to be getting through. i don't know what else to do. i'm tired of hurting and crying for you. but you know i'm always here to pick up the pieces...like always...

AARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

ok, now i need me some arashi. I NEED ARASHI CRACK. NOW!!!

poor jun. *hugs*


pee ess: i don't know why i feel i need to explain but here goes.  when i started reading arashi fanfiction, i fell in love with juntoshi and aibajun. now i cannot get enough of matsumiya and sakumoto, i adore them. but in the end i think, it's jun/arashi AND arashi/arashi that i love the most. or maybe it's just that there is just too many DAMN AMAZING, TALENTED, AWESOME writers in the arashi fandom. *shrugs*

all these things are coming out for arashi's 10th anniversary...i wish i could be there. it sounds so much fun!

alas, dejavu all over again. why do i have fandoms on the other side of the planet???

boys look good, loving EVERYTHING. :)

...even though technically it IS already the 17th of june over there.

happy birthday, kn!

pee ess: i know i am way past obsession when i post about greeting people i don't know on their birthday. lol.

but nevertheless, may u have many more birthdays to come and may all your wishes come true!

whoever is making him happy, KEEP IT UP. because his smiles make me smile. he looks so freaking happy nowadays, I WANT HIM LIKE THIS ALL THE TIME.

and men's nonno...OH MY GOD. overalls!! *incoherent gibberish* no words...just...LOVE!

archie chose veronica over BETTY? ...really?

up was adorable, and it was even better in 3D. i don't even remember the last time i watched something in 3D.

pixar is awesome and how is that even their short stories are great? partly cloudy was good. i think this and the birds (i forgot the title) are my two favorites.

i'm over THAT!

and to think, something as simple as a picture would make me realize my stupidity!

now, let's see what's gonna be next. lol.

ps. arashi fanfiction writers are AWESOME.